struggles

I have been learning how to really struggle with things. I have never really doubted my faith, nor my salvation. But over the past year it has been so wonderful so really think through what I believe. It's funny because that is what I ased of God a little less than a year ago. And He gave it to me. I am more sure of what I believe and not afraid to talk through different theological issues now. I love the fact that there is more and more to learn about Christianity, that you never can fully understand God and how He works, but that you can always explore Him more. You can be content with where you are in your faith, or you can seek more. What a joy it is to grow. But it is also hard. I just finished Mere Christianity, in it C.S. Lewis talks about Christ rooting out our sin. That is painful stuff.

unsure

I am really new to the idea of blogging. For a long time I thought that blogging was just a narcissistic way of journaling. And very public journal at that. But I am beginning to see their value. So we will see how this goes.